There comes a time in life where you have to make choices. Not just any decision but a life changing situation. When you know someone for quite a while you become emotionally attached to them. And being away from that special person can really hurt the heart. Life is a gamble we’re just here to win. But if you don’t know how to play ya cards right things will go haywire. With all these things going on in the world you just want to be close to those you love dearly. I’m not a materialistic person I just want to be happy. Being away from that one person that makes you the happiest is not fair. We don’t do what we are suppose to do then the only person we can be mad with is ourselves. Lesson learned. Sometimes we are forced to start some tasks and duties over but we just have to make sure we do it right the next go around. Being uncomfortable is the last thing someone wants to feel. Find what makes you happy and stick with it. Because before you know it when you don’t do what you should do it comes back and bite you in the ass. Things Done Changed.
Its definitely been a long while. There are some things in life that you can’t control. You try to do your best to pull everything together and tell yourself that everything will be okay. Life takes control when you let it slip away from you. Time is of the essence and it will past by quickly if you don’t use it wisely. Love the ones you are with now instead of later. The people that are there to stay in your life will put forth effort to do so. In the end some people you think are there for you are your down falls. You just have to keep moving forward and keep your mind open.
“Fool of Me”
This is one great song. It was played at the end of the movie Love and Basketball. It meant so much to the situation that happened toward the end. Only people that have been in love can relate to it. At least once in every person’s life they will be made a fool out of. Whether or not it is from embarrassment, insult, or most importantly love. As you know I will be talking about love a lot throughout these blogs. For someone to break it off with you after loving them or being in love with them are wrong. Afterwards, the other will think, “did this person love me like he or she say they did?” Thinking maybe it was just a lust thing, but it felt so real. Like the best feeling in the world, high off love ad you can’t come down. When you find that true special love after the fact of being hurt is a beautiful thing. In the beginning, you feel scared, closed in, uncertain and confused. All your mix feelings flying around messing with your mind makes you go crazy. Finally, you let your guard down and you start to open up. Only this time make sure is really true, because our hearts can only take but so much. Don’t make a fool out of it again or yourself.
When I’m in this state of mind I see the world an entirely different way. I think to myself, “what if I ruled the world?” I know that some things could never change with other people. Such as racism, discrimination, and prejudice can’t disappear. But I know in the right hands the world will be a better place. I’ve heard, with learning, “we can’t change the world, unless we change ourselves.” If we as people are going to become this new individual then we must be willing to change. But only for the good in us all, [Wiz Khalifa]”Get You’re Fucking Life Straight” that’s what we must do for this world to be a better place. ____FIND A WAY____
“Just Like You”
Well this will sound quite familiar. Everyone thinks that just because these famous people have money or anyone of that matter, means they are different. Simple fact is they aren’t. I’m sure in their lives they are trying to figure out what they need in life. Rich people don’t have real true friends so who do they have to go to with their problems. Oh yea right, a therapist. Truly all anyone needs is their selves. We are all made to be equal, but special in our own way. Look inside of yourself before anything. No one in this world should try to be anyone else. The only thing you can be the best at is being you and doing you. You can’t worry about what everyone is doing you got to look at your life and figure what you need to do. I can’t be anyone else because I am too busy trying to figure out the real me. I’m super busy trying to create the one and only person that I can only be. I love myself as well as others. Everyone is “Just like you.”
Everyone would agree that if you brought something it belongs to you. But would if you hadn’t purchased something and still belongs to you. Like for instance, what I strive for belongs to me. Whatever I want in life or want to become in life is all mine. It’s all up to me to change myself for the better. I promise to be a better person everyday to myself and others. It’s no one else fault for my mistakes. Sometimes when things happen in life its to screw you over as much as possible. The only thing you should do is get back up again. Someone great once told me “don’t make deals with friends they will screw you over.” And after they do there isn’t no going back. But I’m not gonna let that stop me from what belongs to me. I’m going on to graduate from college to get my act/shit together. I promise to be a better person everyday to myself and others. And trust I’m not doing anything in my life for anyone else this is all for me. That’s why it all “Belongs to Me”.
When frequently asked questions I get chocked up. It’s like I have the perfect words to say but they don’t come out right. That’s why I am better at writing how I feel down. I can make anything sound good putting it on paper. Have you ever found that one person that you truly love. Well I found that one that loves me for who I am. Sometimes I have things to say(to anyone) and it doesn’t come out the way I want it. Have you ever been put on the spot where you can’t even say nothing while everyone is looking at you. He is so amazing to me if I’m looking at him I can say anything right. I wouldn’t go as far as to say I’ve done everything, but I have definitely experienced a decent amount of situations. So when it comes to “Have you ever?”the answer from me would more than likely be…yes.